Sunday, December 27, 2009

360 days

in the last 360 days i have

grown

lived life

cried real tears

laughed for joy

been depressed

beat depression

felt oppressed

fought oppression

been in love

lost at love

conquered myself

thought i was ready

discovered i wasn't

doubted myself

followed my instincts

forgave

was fogiven

fallen in love with God

thrown God to the curb

been forgiven by God

thought i was alone

realised i wasn't

thought i was in love

realised i wasn't

thought he could love

found out he couldnt

been closer to my dream

had it snatched away

lost myself

found me again

been thankful

been greatful

grumbled

been humbled

facebooked

twittered

said thrash

withered

loved life

lived it

found life

pleased with it

aspired

acquired

been bored

had fun

made friends

lost some

found friends

not one

shouted

pleaded

wanted

needed

learnt

bent

sighed

asked why

smiled

been filled with guile

been wily

been sweet

been bitter

been neat

oooo i'm tired

looking forward to the next year, would probably get to it all over again...the next 360 days