Friday, April 4, 2008

Oh well....sigh...xx

in the past 97 days I've grown

I have cried

I thought I died

I've been really happy

I've been really sad

I've been depressed

I prayed for death

I prayed like hell

I rejoiced as well

I made a wish

Still waiting...

I've lost at love

I've gained a friend

I lost my inner war

I'll stay till the end

I've learnt to endure

I pray for so much more

I've been confused

I've been conflicted

I've been rejected

I have rejected

I've been dejected

I've been fulfilled

I've shown strong will

I've been stubborn

I've provided

I've been provided for

I have worked

I have rocked

I've been fly

I've felt that way

I've been sly

To get my way

I've been wily

I've been soft

I have loved

I've been loved

I've been jealous

I've been angry

I've experienced real emotion

I've experienced real joy

I died in your arms

I found heaven

I grew up

I have faced responsibility

I lost at success

I learned it's worth

I mapped a future

I shuddered at growth

I've laughed in the face of failure

I wallowed in self pity

I've worried about you

I've wondered if it was true

I've been broke

I've been rich

I prayed he will ask

I discovered he wasn't ready

I got new openings

I discovered myself

I've learnt new stuff

I've dreamt of wealth

I've been up to a lot the past 97 days...

What have you been up to?