in the past 97 days I've grown I have cried I thought I died I've been really happy I've been really sad I've been depressed I prayed for death I prayed like hell I rejoiced as well I made a wish Still waiting... I've lost at love I've gained a friend I lost my inner war I'll stay till the end I've learnt to endure I pray for so much more I've been confused I've been conflicted I've been rejected I have rejected I've been dejected I've been fulfilled I've shown strong will I've been stubborn I've provided I've been provided for I have worked I have rocked I've been fly I've felt that way I've been sly To get my way I've been wily I've been soft I have loved I've been loved I've been jealous I've been angry I've experienced real emotion I've experienced real joy I died in your arms I found heaven I grew up I have faced responsibility I lost at success I learned it's worth I mapped a future I shuddered at growth I've laughed in the face of failure I wallowed in self pity I've worried about you I've wondered if it was true I've been broke I've been rich I prayed he will ask I discovered he wasn't ready I got new openings I discovered myself I've learnt new stuff I've dreamt of wealth I've been up to a lot the past 97 days... What have you been up to? |
Classic case of MPD (Multiple Personality Disorder)..with the rantings of a writer who sees life through her little cocoon, talks to herself actively and decided to share with the internet, tho' nobody reads... Ok, I'm joking. Think I've got three sides tho'...ME, who's real, MYSELF who is me and I who wants to be me...so the conversations we have with each other..kinda wack..
Friday, April 4, 2008
Oh well....sigh...xx
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